Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel
without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tearsI cried so many, many nights
Un-break my ..Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on ... Can't go on
And He did come back.. and He did say He loved me. How do I tell Him I love Him too... just not in that way. That way was volitial.. damaging for both. It hurt.. physically.. mentally.. emotionally. Im not strong enough to do it. He said.. always have always will. The same goes for me. Just.. not in that way. I want Him back.. I want my friend back.. the one I laugh with.. cry with.. joke with... the one that loves me for being me just not in that way. He told me things He discovered about Himself.. He told me I deserved better. No ! Not in that way! He told me the reason He always favored the kajira. I understand.. but is that why He wants to care for me? It left me thinking.. I hope its.. not in that way. Everything is spinning.. like an out of control top.. and Im blindly slapping at it to slam my palm over it and make it stop. It dodges my feeble attempts.. I think its laughing at me. Just what have I done... what did I ask the Sky? Is this Her way of.. letting things go my way?
yes I wanted Her help.. just...
not in that way.
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