Page 46 (8/2/2006) If your happy and you know it... kiss a Tuchuk

Uht oh... look out.. Silkenhawk is smiling. With just cause too... Jerus came home. Yes... Ive been down lately and was sitting at the stream.. gettin fasnickered on some of Jerus' special blend... when Shi came along and joined me. I have to remember to thank Him.. He does take His assignment of being my guardian seriously. He checks on me to make sure Im not gettin in trouble.... always asks if Im ok. Such the Brother. I think I'll cook Him something special while Tarra is away... to say thanks.
Anyways... there I was... lyin under the stars when that army of kaiila came thundering down the hill. Jerus in the lead of the hundred or so... and He takes off from the saddle and jumps right into the stream. He climbs out and gathers me up for one of those special Jerus smooches. The kind that just takes your breath away.. long... deep... hard. MMMMmmmmm what a girl wants.. what a girl needs... en-how. Needless ta say.. this left me breathless and wanting more. I asked Him to take me to the wagon.. in which His response was one of His lil smiles and up on Toronado I went... the ride there, was almost as exciting as the night to follow. Once in the wagon... He tended my hair.. brushing it out and cutting off the damaged ends. With each stroke of the brush as it passed my shoulders and down my back.. I shivered and fought to keep still. Ya know.. most Women have a weak spot... behind the ears... the neck... etc.. mine, is my hair. To have it brushed ... youza.
When He finished He lifted me to the furs and lay beside me... the absence of touch for so long gave way to pleasures of hands exploring and reaquainting themselves with familar territory. We stared at each other for some time... silent but speaking volumes... that is until He took and claimed what was His... all over again... and again.. and again... and again... As the darkness gave way to the first colors of morning.. I looked at Him as He slept. Finding myself shedding a few tears of joythat He was mine.. and I.. was His. I wished not to disturb Him.. yet... so I reached for a box of beads Talia had left and played with them for a time. Sorting all the yellow out and a few black. I set the box beside Jerus and quietly lifted as I heard Starr begin to stir. Quiet as a plains urt.. I had a mug of blackwine brought while I fed our littlest girl...still watching Jerus. He needed the rest and I could see the tension and anxiety slowly drain from His body with each breath. Now with Starr fed and sleeping... I thought of making breakfast.. that is until I noted Jerus' arm flop over to where I should lay. His fingers began feeling around and I watched Him stir slightly..and heard the whisper of my name from His lips... so quickly I slipped back into the warmth of the furs and molded up against Him. The reaction of being pulled firmly to Him as He clung tightly was enough to pull a whimper from my soul. I love you, Tuchuk... I whispered and closed my eyes... I knew it wouldnt be long before He woke further. Somehow... I think Jort.. Lem.. Ket.. Jax and the others.. would be taking Jerus' duty today... aint no way we were leavin the wagon......