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The news came fast... it was short and cut deeper than any white hot blade that could be wielded. I have built and torn down so many walls that I should have my own city. I will not discuss what happened here... I will not mention it ever again. I wont put it into print to be dwelled upon and let it fester within me for history sake. The walls once of brick are now replaced with steel.. bolts.. locks and guards. Jerus' absence is terrifying and I wish Him to come home. I need Him desperately. I need His detail to be over with like yesterday. I wanna kill... I wanna cry... hit.. mame... destroy.
I cant go on anymore.....