Thursday, October 2, 2008

Page 201 (10/7/2007) Puzzle pieces

If we are all parts of a puzzle.. does that mean that each individual person also has seperate pieces? And if so... how many pieces can go missing before that person ceases to be recognized in the big picture. How many wedges of one's heart can be given and taken away before the heart is no longer able to function without those pieces. Take a brick from a wall.. it probably wont be missed... but if each person that passed also took a brick from the wall... eventually it will lose strenght and crumble.
I know pieces of me are missing... I know where most of them went... I know who has a few... some... I can never get back, other's I dont want back. So now where to draw the line on who get's anymore pieces of me. Should I be protective of the pieces left? Perhaps the pieces replentish themselves over time? Or do the pieces we receive from other's... fill those area's. It's too much to think of.
Dakota was quite angry that I hadnt greased the axles of any of the wagons. He was up most of the night tending such. He was cursing Shi for being gone still. I havent even packed the Nightmare. All the other wagon's are ready.. I had Jax check the children's and the bosk are waiting for them. I think I'll stay behind... just alittle longer.
Just a little bit.

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